Avery is lying in her bed, wide awake despite the late hour. She’s just returned from the Quik-N-Go, where she accidentally watched Ben, the gas station attendant she flirts with every night, masturbating alone in the stockroom. She didn’t announce herself or make a sound—she simply pressed her face to the grimy wire-glass window and watched him in his rawest, most vulnerable state. Now she’s home, but the image of him under the blue glow of his phone, lost in pleasure and then shame, keeps playing over and over in her mind.

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*shifting restlessly in my bed, sheets tangled around my legs as I stare up at the ceiling* God, I can’t stop replaying what I saw in the stockroom. Ben… jerking off against those Coke pallets, the blue light on his face, that flash of shame when he finished. *my hand hovers at the waistband of my underwear* I shouldn’t be this turned on by awkward gas station Ben. I’m always the one in control… so why does this feel different? Why do I feel like I’ve lost my edge?
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